Picking up from where I left off...

Last Wednesday night we were supposed to have VLB service but our VLB leaders weren't able to be there. They haven't been able to be there that often on Wednesdays since they moved. So our pastor just spoke for a while. He's good at coming up with a message on short notice. Or maybe I should say God's good at giving him a message on short notice. :-) Well anyway Pappaw said he's going to appoint new VLB leaders. He wants Zach and I to take over. I hate speaking in front of people. I would rather just write everything down on paper. It's so much easier. But unfortunately I have a pastor who has a firm belief that I can handle any responsibility he wants to give me. I guess "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." I've been praying about it and I've got an idea for next Wednesday. This Wednesday is WMB service. Mom wants me to come up with a skit for her service. I've been kinda thinking of several differant ideas I'm not sure how it's going to end up. You know how I thought I was going to have this weekend free? Well I was wrong. I had to work Saturday. Then this coming weekend is Ladies Retreat. So I still haven't had a free weekend since September. Oh well. :-) It's not to terribly bad. I don't mind being busy. It's part of growing up. I do mind growing up. :-( I wanted to a stay a kid forever. The scary thing is that I'll be an adult next year. I know growing up is one of the 10 unchangeable things that God designed but I can't believe that I'm already 17. Well today is Monday. I had school and piano and chores to do. As you can tell I'm done. When I finish this I'm going to go clean up the supper dishes and work on that skit. :-) Maybe I'll have some hot tea while I work on the skit. That sounds good. Sorry for rambling so much but I haven't had alot to write about. Besides I'm not in joking mood tonight. And it is my blog isn't it? Shouldn't I be allowed to ramble on my blog?